Saturday, October 9, 2010
A Man who displays sensitivity will be a Master who is sensitive to you.
A Man who displays humility will be a Master who will show you respect.
A Man who is not afraid to cry will be a Master who understands your tears.
A Man who is quiet will be a Master who will hear your quietest whisper.
A Man who knows fear will be a Master who will not leave you to face yours alone.
A Man who will listen to a child will be a Master who will always work to understand your words.
A Man who can stand alone will be a Master who will not crush you under His weight.
A Man who controls Himself with ease will be a Master with the ability to control you in the same way.
A Man who does not have to prove His point will be a Master with many worthwhile points to share.
A Man who never makes demands will be a Master who treasures anything you give.
A Man who doesn't run after you will be a Master you will never need to run away from.
A Man who is calm will be a Master who can weather your storms.
A Man who has walked the path to peace will be a Master able to guide you along that path.
A Man who does not shout will be a Master who will never deafen you.
A Man who knows Himself will be a Master who will have time to know you.
A Man with an open mind will be a Master who never stops learning.
A Man who never stops learning will be a Master who never stops growing.
A Man who always seeks to be the best He can be for you is the only Man truly worthy of being called Master.
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beth winks
at |9:33 AM|
Monday, July 26, 2010
i had to blog.... i havent be blogging due to work, etc etc... and here i am blogging. i didnt wanted to cause it was suppose to be presented later on. i'll just have to put it up even though it was incomplete. during my one month course i didnt update it cause, i had too many projects to put up and yup.
so here it is.
new entry.
Daddy’s bible to unwedded wife and unborn futures.
This must sound a little crazy. I’m going to write a note, once in a while to tell my beloved unwedded wife and to my babies future... I’m going to put down short notes, notes that are like motivation speech in case something happen to me. These are words I wanted you to know and feel if possible that I’ll be there for you, always.
Verse 1
To my unwedded wife, everyday waking you up is a routine I need to comply but without me here you have to learn to force yourself up, understand.
Verse 2
You had to learn to sleep whether you like it or not. That one of the most important thing you need to learn to do. To sleep even when I’m not around. It going to be hard but you MUST learn.
Verse 3
Having breakfast with you is a blessing by itself but without me there with you, each morning to have breakfast. You must still feed yourself well. Morning breakfast is the?? Most important meal of all 3 meals. Remember.
Verse 4
Regardless of you working or studying. You know, you have my support no matter how tough things are getting, you know we have been through much worst. Like I always say “If you believe in what you can do. You CAN make it come truth.” “NOTHINGS Impossible.”
Verse 5
Always be really careful. You know what I meant. Always doing thing on a rush. Not even knowing that you hit something. Walk knowing what your stepping on and always be sure of the surrounding. Understand?? Try feeling the surrounding with all your 6 senses.
Verse 6
Enjoy everything little things in life. A change must not be a bad idea. Try looking at things on a different perspective. Life would be a lot happier.
Verse 7
When things don’t go your way. Don’t be unhappy, upset. Take it as a chance to work on it. You know you can make things better. Don’t you? We ain’t perfect, that is why.. There is always room for more improvements.
Verse 8
Try to learn how to not complain about your shape, size, etc... you know what. He who created you made you the way you are. It is what makes you, YOU..! I dun believe but for this i would agree with him for your his best creation made and I'm glad I get to share a part of this creation.
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beth winks
at |11:35 AM|
Sunday, May 9, 2010
at a blink of an eye,
we've held on to this journey for 20 months.
we're stll very much in love with each other
but we can't deny that we are starting to pick on the faults on each other.
everyday i tell myself and remind myself..
one good thing about the things you do for me, because i don't want to ever take you for granted.
you have faults and i have them too.
we should learn to accept them now.
i've been such a bitch lately darling,
i know how hard it is for you.
really.
answering all my stupid questions and giving in to my tempers,
i'm really sorry.
it's such a rollercoaster ride inside me that you have to bear all my frustrations inside
and it's not fair.
and all you ever do is to give me a smile and tell me that everything's okay when i throw my tantrums at you,
instead of quarelling with me.
you know dear,
you're such a big headed idiot.
you're too insensitive at times, and you always don't take the initiative.
you make me get so fed up with you and even more fed up with you because of your silence.
but..
i still love you.
very much. maybe it's the things you do.
maybe it's the hugs that you give.
maybe it's the silly laughter that you have.
maybe it's how you make me so happy when you finish the food i cook.
maybe it's how you protect me in your way
maybe it's how you take in my tempers
maybe it's how the time we spend tgt past so quickly
maybe it's so much more
maybe it's just you.
my heart breaks everytime i see you smile,
after i throw a tantrum at you because i know you don't deserve that.
tears can't stop running.
you just don't know it.
thank you dear..
for appearing in my life.
and loving me like your little princess.
you have to stay in it forever.
you promised.
love, bellebelle.
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beth winks
at |12:27 AM|
Saturday, March 6, 2010
till today, it has been 1 year 5 months. we never would have imagine we could have lasted so long. at least we never knew everything would have come so far and so smoothly. i gotten my bike which cause us both to land in an accident just 2 week into buying it.
now that outing is no more of a burden to us. i had to hone my skill in handling the bike first. once i have confidence i'll let you sit on it once again.
it had been so long seen i last blogged. baby you doing great as a wifey. you changed into being more reasonable even when we are quarrelling. the arguements will always be there, it is not going to change but with this better understanding and me being more able to go cheer you up. the arguements wouldn't be that heated up.
this month been really tight for me. i couldn't even bring you out to some good restaurant to celebrate. i hope within the next 2 months thing wouldn't be so tight. so we can have some good once in a while right?
baby is going to set up her blogshop. i'm pretty excited about it. cause i believe she can do it, cause i believe if you think you can do something... your surely be able to success. no question asked and even if you dun, you should be more den happy to know at least you tried...
so many things to be done. a list of stuff we haven't do.
i've find a baby, a baby angel who resembles you.
thanks for being my sweet baby angel.
love you always.
dumbdumb♥
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beth winks
at |9:36 PM|
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
i haven't blogged for so long baby,
we've done so many things and had even more memories to collect.
even though i can't remember every single thing,
i know the memories will be somewhere.
i want you to work hard.
doubly hard for the both of us.
i want you to prove to them that you can make me happy.
i'm bold.
i don't need you to be well to do.
i don't need you to be rich.
because there is sth i need to prove.
without money, we cannot do anything.
but even with the most money in the world, it can't buy my happiness.
i've seen with my own eyes, what money can or cannot do.
without money, we cannot go to places we want to, do things we want to.
but still, each day spent is still worthwhile, sweet and memorable.
with money, my family isn't happy. we're not the closest.
but looking at your family, your daddy isn't rich, he isn't well to do.
but he managed to raise three strong children whom care for each other so much,
treat each other with respect, i see the close family ties which i never experienced.
in your family, i see the laughter, somewhere i wish to be in and a family similar to that
which i hope to create.
everything you do, you just want to see a smile across my face.
you want to know that you are capable of making me happy.
when i cry, get upset. you get even more upset, you treat me coldly.
i know.
you hate to see me upset.
you never do understand my reason why i'm never pushing you to the limits.
always forcing you to make more money.
you feel that if i did, maybe you'll be more driven.
i see no point to.
everyone is in this life for a reason, everyone has a talent.
the richest man may not be the happiest or most decent man.
he may be frivolous, abusive to the woman beside him.
you are already driven, because of me.
you know in your heart, what i want most.
and just because of that.
you are already driven.
what makes me happy?
when we share a bowl of instant noodles,
when we talk about the future,
when i see you smile because i smile,
every single month we reach our anniversary,
when we feed each other,
when we tickle each other,
everything we do together makes me happy.
the most importantly.
what makes me happy?
when we know.
when we believe.
when we fight.
for the same future, same dreams, same life we want so much together.
that makes you driven.
remember, one day. when you lose the strength to fight,
or you feel like giving up.
you feel like everything's gone wrong.
you feel like nothing in life can work.
remember the dreams we share together.
you'll find your way through.
a happy family.
a home we can call our very own.
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beth winks
at |10:55 PM|
Monday, January 4, 2010
today's our 1 year 4 months into the relationship.
i am realli happy although my face never show it.
up until now although we have a certain degree of understanding about one another.
we are constantly having lots of arguements.
it is suppose to be healthy for the relationship but somehow it doesn't feel right.
yes baby, there are questions in my heart i have been asking myself.
1. whether i did give too much at one shot in the past?
i can't come to a conclusion to this question as there is no wrong and no right.
it's not that you dun deserve being treated the same like before just that i've already tried giving you that feeling back but it is not working, no matter how hard i try.
maybe it is still not enough but i'm really still trying. i wanna give you surpises like how i used to but sometimes it is troublesome although i really dun mind doing it for you but you have to ask. which always seen to you as 'if i ask, it doesn't count'
i am finding alternative say maybe when i can't get sweets for you, i'll call you to ask you what food you wan for breakfast, etc...
our arguements are draining the energy you replenish away so much so that i'm get bored of our constant arguements.
2. changes.
yes, changes are inevitable
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beth winks
at |1:07 AM|
Thursday, December 31, 2009
this few months was peaceful. fun. and sometimes frustrating.
THE GOOD TIMESwe had fun times like when we both had our iphones together.
we when to watch avatar together.
you cooked a new dish for me.
took care of me when my wisdom tooth hurts.
learn new dishes for me.
we download apps together.
we have share and discussion session.
we made plans for our future.
THE BAD TIMES we disagree a few times.
we debated several times.
we try to understand for quite sometimes.
we try to settle things time after time.
after so many times we argue many times.
we quarrel many more times.
we fight all the times.
but i still love you everytime.i believe our fights are getting smaller and less intensive.
good and bad. but there is already like a mutual understanding. our differences and our understanding of each other should be by far good enough to say we can go through much tougher obstacles.
ok so much so.
we should have put up pictures but nevermind that. we soon would.
k now for a new announcement. on the coming feb 13th. one day before valentine's day. baby and i have come up with a crazy idea of hosting an events for couples. the followings are the events sneak preview of what are the things you can look out for and how to contact us.
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beth winks
at |2:00 AM|