Friday, September 19, 2008
heyho:D
today's been a meaningful walk to remember as well.
i don't know how to say this, but i shall hit on three topics today.
1st: Regarding your moving out with Kok Choon
i can't say i'm not worried completely,
because you know you would have to rely on yourself for everything.
no home cooked meals, many bills to handle and of course the risk of friendship.
i don't want you don't lead a hard life because my heart will ache):
but i know you really want no restrictions,
you really want a home to yourself where
you can decorate it and have a space to your own.
like what i've always said,
i hope you will follow your heart and mind,
and i will support your decisions as long as you're happy.
but you must remember to lay out the consequences and problems
you will face and be confident enough to overcome them.
you understand me?
2nd: Regarding the clash of our anniversary and your friend's birthday
i REALLY wouldn't mind if you spent the day with your friends,
because i have the chance to see you everyday
while you meet up with your friends once in a while.
besides, you'll be a real bummer if you didn't stay for the whole celebration!
so, on that day.
have an open heart and enjoy the celebrations with your friends!
(remember to tell them i was the one who PROVIDED the idea and WRAPPED the present:D)
3rd: Your friendster profile
if you have time rewrite the whole thing PLEASE.
because each time i see your past,
i just get very sad as well.
i want you to be happy, and not reminded of your past.
i feel so solemn now,
like i'm sorting out important matters with my husband.
i shall break the seriousness and on my last note,
i shall say.
tell kok choon not to be an idiot or i'll push him into the phone booth.
i'll bite his head off, pluck his hair out and squeeze the jelly from his eyes.
AND NOT FORGETTING.
i love you so very much, piggyhead<3
and i really want the best for you.
bellebelle♥
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beth winks
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