Monday, September 22, 2008
we talk bout retribution.
i told her remember while we were walking a few times when thing were throw at us?
it was retribution i told her. i was a bad boy in the past, i throw rotten smelly eggs at people when i was small.
i didn't know people will start throwing thing back at me.
just after i say this no longer, someone maybe a kid just like the bad boy i was then, threw something down. missing us but was a pretty close shot.
that was i call retribution. for all the bad thing i did in the past, are they coming all back at me, now??
baby girl, she come to my house today for movie. she said she has a movie life span. i wonder what that mean.
i think i should change my LCD monitor. and my room layout. so we can have all the comfort watch movies...
we started messaging in weird anglish. just like this one.
we watched moulin rouge. a movie musical, love is oxygen,
Love is a many splendored thing, love, lifts us up where we belong, all you need is love.
while we were watching she said. one of her friend told her your never marry that special someone you truely love.
i learn it somewhere. some times back. after what she said.... my heart starts to weaver... my mind pre occupied with tots.
tots bout why is she telling me that? i was... silenced.
does she mean i wasn't the guy she loved? is part of her feelings with someone else? (this part i meant her old bf)
qns tons of them. even now, i can't help thinking and thinking.
i couldn't answer... i was speechless.
this i wrote are my feelings. you dun have to answer them.
den it come to me...
i'll throw away yet again whatever people said.. love is a many splendored thing.
love is all i can give. love will lift us up where we should belong...
if i'm just not the one. at least let me be a part..
dumbdumb♥
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beth winks
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