the other time i wanted to update but i think i left it there all just disappeared when the computer shut down. my stm... my my.

here i am retyping this long and yet romantic story of the princess and the prince.

wow sound like a veri interesting story ya. joking... not going to type much story just the things that happened recently, i got it all bulleted on my hp.

first of all, the morning messages. i would like to thank baby for waking up so early just to send me a morning message that would touch my heart for the rest the day. in a way make my day right, feeling like time will fly.

a few day back remembering, like the second time we tot her brother was spying on us. in a instance all my mind could only think of the best possible way to sum thing up. that i guess was part of me being protective. the tot i had at that moment was to just hold her hand, up to her house and straight in her brother face say 'she my girlfriend' to me at that point of time was the best safest way of working.

1. we could work things out together.

2. face him together.

3. i dun wan him blaming you for it. not this relationship we share.

love to me is too precious to be broken by someone who just think his right. after recalling the thing i did for sometime, i come to realise that i was too impulsive. what good would it done if we were just fighting this losing battle. i can't help but think... she staying at his place. i am yet a nobody. things things arise. i couldn't win at the point of time.

i know she was willing to do what is needed to be done. just i couldn't help but think if i was a bit more successful.

she when home, message arrived soon. 'they're not at home. it was the balcony door' somehow the breath that i kept up in the chest was release all at once. it was truely a good test but what if he was really there. it just keep on running in my mind till now.

we planned to change the route of our walk around buang kok soon. it didn't just happen the next day. on tuesday i ask if she wanna walk around buang kok, she answer ok. the walk was normal. with the people coming out of buang kok station we couldn't walk there and the other side of the place was also not allow because her brother might be coming back from that way.

i think it was me who told her 'it was comforting being with her' it just felt this way because even when we dun have to say a thing. it just feel so right being next to her and being able to keep all the bad part of me to myself, that is also part of being comfortable.

she didn't agreed to that... she wanted to see all the different part of me. the good the bad the preverted the naughty the smelly the etc... ok but it gonna take a really long time before you could see that part of me. kok choon didn't use weeks and mths to get me to be crazy. lol

the cookie she made of our mthnisary was so so good. speechless... :x

we decided to make tiramisu for the people around us.

here the list.

1. uncle leslie and wife.

2. my brother and gf.

3. kok choon and gf.

4. ei dun?

5. maybe 1 for my family.

6. 1 for her family.

7. etc anyone i miss out please kindly tag us for a share of 'our' tiramisu.

nicholas sparks movie marathon next...

i guess that bout all that happened. i may have left bit and pieces of the story out but i hope i didn't miss out much.

baby, thanks... muack.

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