sigh,

baby's training is taking all the energy out of him.
that he feels so tired and worn out every single night.
it doesn't make me feel reaaaaaally good either.
because this month is the month where he wouldn't be able to spend much time with me.
feels rather lonely and empty.
but nevertheless, i'm so understanding.
and not only that, i'll support him through this monstrous training.
just like how you supported me through my exams.
last month, i couldn't take the time off.
this month, you're sooooooo busy as well.
that's why i can't wait for this whole month to be over.
i hope December/my birthday/your birthday,
would be the best month in the years to come.
because it's the only month where we'll share double the memories,
and do things we want to do together(like finally)
after December, you'll be back on track with your busy schedule again):

don't know why i've been reaaaaally tired lately,
even though i've just been mucking around, doing nothing.
guess it's because you're so tired that's why i feel so restless and exhausted.
also, i want us to do and achieve things that will make us win together.

that's why i wish to :

be your listening ear regarding your torturing exercises
your supporter through this period,
your source of comfort,laughter,energy.
i don't know if i'll be the best,
but i just want to be a part and be there for you the best way i can.

it just seems so little to what i can do for you to lessen your fatique.
you'll just have to tell me what else i can do to show you my support.

i will, if i can(:

bellebelle♥