Monday, December 22, 2008
it's 22nd of december now.
and now we really can see, that time flies so fast that we don't even notice it.
it's 9 days left to the end of the month.
it's 7 days to the end of your leave.
it's 4 days left for us to spend our time tgt.
it's coming soon when you'll be signing up):
we've done rather much this december.
fulfilled some things we wanted to fulfill.
starting from the 22nd of november.
the day when i met all your friends and celebrated your advance birthday with you.
the day when we got wet from the rain.
the day when we took off our shoes and walked the path tgt.
the day when you opened the presents tgt with me.
the day when i spent the longest time with you as well.
then it came to the 1st of december.
it was your birthday.
the day when i woke up bright and early,
the day i went to fareast to purchase some things, went to taka to get some stuff,then back to hougang to get the ingredients, then back home again.
the day when i baked a birthday cake for you (even though you only manage to eat it later)
the day when we went to swensens at tampines
the day when we first had to squeeze into that bus 27. oh gawd.
we were spending almost everday of our lives tgt this week.
then it came to 5th of december
it was the time when we baked the tiramisu for people.
the day when we went out to buy the ingredients,
the day when we baked the tiramisu for our friends,
the day when we delivered them one by one to their respective houses.
the day when you took me on a ride on your bicycle.
the day when i took the back seat clutchng onto you, because i was so afraid.
the day when i learnt how to get used to sitting behind you, because i knew i was safe with you.
the day when we once again, squeezed into that bus 27. oh gawd.
then it came to the 6th of december
it was the time we went to another of your friend's celebration.
the day when you went "OHHHH LET'S GRAB ALL THE FOOD"
the day when we agreed the fried rice was not bad.
the day when i had 4 bowls of honeydew sago.
the day the grandma asked if we were already married.
the day when jiemei expressed that she loved our cake alot.
the day when you really tasted something bad.
the day when you realised how skilful i was at baking.
the day you kept talking about your mum's bak ku teh.
then it came to the 11th of december.
the time i was so disappointed.
the day when i thought i wasn't even important to you at all.
the day when i practically didn't talk to you for the whole day. HMPH.
the day when i decided i was being silly and decided to move on.
then it came to the 12th of december.
it was the time we went for food. AND MORE FOOD.
the day when i received your message that you had to be called back and was disappointed.
the day when you sent me another message that you could make it once again.
the day when we met on bus 27,
the day when we went to changi airport walking through the three terminals, almost starving your little princess's stomach.
the day when we ate popeye's together,
the day when we talked to each other and enjoyed the embrace at the viewing malls.
the day when we went to makunsutra at glutton's bay at night.
the day when we ordered, kangkong, char kway teow, fried egg, chengteng, satay, milk tea.
the day where we hung our new year resolutions on the lanterns.
the day when i felt so blissful with you by my side, food warm in my stomach and the beautiful night skies.
then it came to the 14th of december,
the time when you caught me off hook.
the day when i got so surprised when you fetched me from work.
the day someone said we had the husband and wife face. LOL.
then it came to the 18th of december.
the time when it was my birthday.
the day when you passd me your handmade card at the stroke of twelve.
the day when i wondered how could i say so much on one card and you so little.
the day when i realised you couldn't really express yourself through words.
the day when we met and went to vivo tgt.
the day when we went to watch Yesman at the gold class theatre with the blankets with us sitting at the comfortable big red seats with a packet of nachos at our sides.
the day when you kept sneezing and sneezing non stop.
the day when we took a cable car to the jewel box,
the day when we had expensive "candelight" dinner,
you had the lamb chop grill, while mine was the T-bone steak. you drank coke, while i drank cranberry juice.
we shared a granny smith's desert with the rum and raisin ice-cream and apple strudel.
the day when the "snow" flew towards our food and caused the neighbouring group of people to cover their food with hankerchiefs.
the day when the bill came up to $147.55,
the day when i laid up curled in your arms once again. i like the feeling of that, because it mkes me feel safe and protected from everything. like i could just sleep and forget everything.
the day when we decided to share a camera.
then it came to the 20th of december,
the time when you went for a celebration.
the day when i counted the stars alone,
the day when i rendered myself useless at why i felt so unused to you not walking by my side.
the day when i decided i couldn't rely on you too much. because i was afraid.
then it came to the 21st of december
the time when we went for kc's birthday.
the day when i had another of my quiet moments,
the day when i was tired but just didn't want to admit.
the day when we had such a good time aking kc guess what the present was,
the day when we went to settlers to play some games,
the day when we went to watch the movie IP MAN.
the day when i thought if i would be able to catch up with your pace
the day when i thought if we would have a loving relationship like the both of them in the future.
the day when i thought if you would one day just decided you were too tired to carry on.
the day when i wondered if we were already as one, that whatever you promised to yourself was a promise to me too.
the day when you told me what winson thought about us
the day when we decided we couldn't see the future and so would want to just cherish it.
the day when i wondered if i was really going to change in the future.
the day when i wondered if i was going to become someone worse like those materialistic girls on the roads.
the day when i wondered how come you could be so calm and cool about everything but i was so afraid of the change between us in the future?
the day when i wondered and wondered so much.
the day when i decided i didn't want to care anymore. i just wanted to walk the path down with you.
then it came to the 22nd of december.
the day when i wrote all our memories of this month down.
the day when i used my longest time of 1hours and 23mins writing a single blog entry.
because i am so selfish, i don't want you to forget any of this.
i want you to remember all of them even i know you can't.
so at least you can always read the path we walked and still is walking together from this blog when you forget.
i tried so hard to remember everything.
but i know i might have left something out.
you are a loving, caring and gentle boyf(he made me write this despite my objections)
and i'll always be the person behind you.
bellebelle♥
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beth winks
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