Thursday, January 15, 2009
((:
his blog is dead.
my blog is dead.
this blog is dead too.
so i've come to revive it.
even though the owners haven't been updating this blog due to our busy schedules,
it doesn't mean we've been enjoying our lives together any lesser(:
i've just come to realised. no, i should put it this way.
i've always realised but have never acknowledged that happiness could come in such simplicity.
even though we spend our days, in such simple ways.
no fancy dates, no great ambience.
lying in your arms, watching several movies in one day on your computer.
seriously saying, such a big difference to the screen at the cinemas.
but the weird thing is, i enjoy it even more watching it on the computer.
maybe this is what they say, spending time alone with your loved one.
no matter where, is still the nicest, sweetest.
few events have come by though,
one major one. or so i say.
was my brother. because we almost got busted.
i only knew baby, i've never been so afraid in my life.
not afraid of the scoldings, but afraid of the breaking.
i think you know what i mean.
my heart. froze.
that's the exact right word.
i wasn't the best on one day as well.
i didn't know what happened to my body.
inside of me, i got so shagged i couldn't stand the slightest irritation.
i was even thinking whether you regretted asking me along with you.
but thank God you were so patient and tolerant.
i felt better, on the bus after i dozed off for a while.
thank you baby, for tolerating so much.
taking the effort to pat me on the back as well.
my results baby(: i proved them wrong.
you didn't affect any part of my studies.
i did it for us. for you. for me.
we won. you won. i won.
thank you for,
feeding me the little spoonfuls of desserts,
tolerating my nonsense and wilful-ness.
patting me on the back to sleep.
so gentle, but forever full of nonsense and BIG HEAD-NESS.
going around with me to eat all the nice food.
going for brunch/breakfast together,
saying i'm beautiful.
your misses,kisses,huggles.
holding the string of jagger when you hug me, afraid it'll cut me.
afraid of my getting splinters on my foot.
i know, see with my heart that you love me and care for me as much as i do for you.
i reaaaaaaally hope you'll always be like that in the months or years to come.
i don't want to lose any of that.
if so, i'd rather you not to be so nice to me now.
i'd want to be the only girl you say to be beautiful,
no other girls, ex girlfriends should have that priviledge.
i'm selfish. but i don't care.
i don't care.
i don't care.
i love you sweeeeeeeetheart:D
bellebelle♥
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beth winks
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