Saturday, October 31, 2009
baby,
i want you to stand strong on your feet.
for you to wake up.
you always said, ever since i met you.
ever since i knew you, that you are not good enough.
you dont have a cert.you don't have car, a high paying job, a house, no money.
you said it was your fault when the others left you.
it wasn't.
it never was.
they left you, because they never loved you enough.
they left you, because they never stayed long enough,
they never bothered to look at you. the real you.
they left you because they only looked for material, for fun, for excitment.
they never understood, your love for them.
but i did.
i stayed, because i love you.
because i know you have so much drive, passion, discipline
in all that you want to do. the best in all you do.
within you, i see the fire.
i see you burning up, alwaya wanting to strive, wanting to accomplish.
because in you, i see your potential.
i saw your love for me.
i felt your heart with mine.
because of that, i feel you can do it, you can even do more than that.
you make me feel beautiful,
you make me feel like the best,
you make me feel loved,
the queen of your heart,
you make me feel important,
respected, trusted.
you make me feel like you would give up everything just to be with me.
i feel your anger when you see guys looking at me.
i feel your protection,
i feel your heart.
i feel your emotions, i know what's going on.
i feel your inferiority,
i feel every single emotion.
not guys. not many guys of your age want to stop having fun.
want to stop looking at girls,
want to stop drinking, smoking, partying,
want to get tied down,
want to give in.
you do. you tell your friends you're engaged,
you feel so proud of me,
you call me your wife,
you stopped drinking and smoking because of me,
you stopped clubbing because you respect me,
you call me, text me, love me,miss me
all the time when you're free.
you try to give me the best when you don't even eat the best.
you give me all the food on your plate, try to sneak a spoonful of ric into my mouth.
you give me all the meat, and you take all the fat because i don't eat it.
you are the best to me just like how i am the best to you.
you have to wake up darling,
you are good enough.
not measured by material but because of your love for me.
so deep.
because of this love,
i'll be beside you.
to pick you up when you fall,
to give you strength when you feel tired,
to care for you when you're sick,
to give you encouragement when you're down,
to wipe your tears when you cry for me,
to soothe your anger and heartache when i fall and hurt myself.
to cook and bake, do housework with you like it's our own little heaven.
everything, we'll share together.
ups and downs.
we'll get your motorbke license together,
we'll get you motorbike together,
we'll get your degree together,
we'll get your car together.
we'll get our house together,
we'll get our phone together,
we'll celebrate our brithdays together,
we'll cook breakfast together,
we'll start a family together.
everything you wish to have, in time.
we'll do it tgt.
i can only be your support.
the only one beside you.
what hurts the heart the most is someone who you feel is best feels like he's worthless.
you'll learn darling, you have to learn.
one day, to look into me in the eye and tell me.
"wifey, i am good enough because no one can love you like how i can."
then that day, i'll tell you.
"hubby, i knew it long ago. how come you just found out today?"
bellebelle♥
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beth winks
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