*THE MAN *

Sean/shixiang
01/12/87

*♥HE LOVES *

♥ the princess
diamond
black/white
eat/sleep
the love we share
looking after our kids

*HIS SONG *

Always Be My Baby/David Cook

*HIS WISHES *

a better future
forever be able to eat ur baking
to learn to please ♥princess
an espirit bag
puma white shoes
notebook
a IPHONE for us
an seven - seater car
a home of our own
to break 3 years mark
♥ grow old together

*OUR WITNESSES *

♥EIDUN
♥JIALIN

*OUR OWN TRAIL *

♥SEAN
♥ELIZABETH

*♥ANNIVERSARY *

♥ 4th Sept 2008

*archives *

♥ ARCHIVES

*THE LADY *

Elizabeth/belle
18/12/91

*♥SHE LOVES *

♥ the prince
jagger
red/white
eat/sleep
scream/shout/roar
lollipops/chocolate/flowers
the love we share
xiaobelle/xiaosean. LOL
looking after our kids

*HER SONG *

Always Be My Baby/Mariah Carey

*HER WISHES *

The one year mark.
The memory board.
Driving License obtained.
a digital camera
Bliss for everyone
a home of our own
♥ grow old together

Monday, January 4, 2010

today's our 1 year 4 months into the relationship.
i am realli happy although my face never show it.
up until now although we have a certain degree of understanding about one another.
we are constantly having lots of arguements.
it is suppose to be healthy for the relationship but somehow it doesn't feel right.

yes baby, there are questions in my heart i have been asking myself.


1. whether i did give too much at one shot in the past?

i can't come to a conclusion to this question as there is no wrong and no right.
it's not that you dun deserve being treated the same like before just that i've already tried giving you that feeling back but it is not working, no matter how hard i try.
maybe it is still not enough but i'm really still trying. i wanna give you surpises like how i used to but sometimes it is troublesome although i really dun mind doing it for you but you have to ask. which always seen to you as 'if i ask, it doesn't count'
i am finding alternative say maybe when i can't get sweets for you, i'll call you to ask you what food you wan for breakfast, etc...
our arguements are draining the energy you replenish away so much so that i'm get bored of our constant arguements.


2. changes.

yes, changes are inevitable

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beth winks
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