Tuesday, February 23, 2010
i haven't blogged for so long baby,
we've done so many things and had even more memories to collect.
even though i can't remember every single thing,
i know the memories will be somewhere.
i want you to work hard.
doubly hard for the both of us.
i want you to prove to them that you can make me happy.
i'm bold.
i don't need you to be well to do.
i don't need you to be rich.
because there is sth i need to prove.
without money, we cannot do anything.
but even with the most money in the world, it can't buy my happiness.
i've seen with my own eyes, what money can or cannot do.
without money, we cannot go to places we want to, do things we want to.
but still, each day spent is still worthwhile, sweet and memorable.
with money, my family isn't happy. we're not the closest.
but looking at your family, your daddy isn't rich, he isn't well to do.
but he managed to raise three strong children whom care for each other so much,
treat each other with respect, i see the close family ties which i never experienced.
in your family, i see the laughter, somewhere i wish to be in and a family similar to that
which i hope to create.
everything you do, you just want to see a smile across my face.
you want to know that you are capable of making me happy.
when i cry, get upset. you get even more upset, you treat me coldly.
i know.
you hate to see me upset.
you never do understand my reason why i'm never pushing you to the limits.
always forcing you to make more money.
you feel that if i did, maybe you'll be more driven.
i see no point to.
everyone is in this life for a reason, everyone has a talent.
the richest man may not be the happiest or most decent man.
he may be frivolous, abusive to the woman beside him.
you are already driven, because of me.
you know in your heart, what i want most.
and just because of that.
you are already driven.
what makes me happy?
when we share a bowl of instant noodles,
when we talk about the future,
when i see you smile because i smile,
every single month we reach our anniversary,
when we feed each other,
when we tickle each other,
everything we do together makes me happy.
the most importantly.
what makes me happy?
when we know.
when we believe.
when we fight.
for the same future, same dreams, same life we want so much together.
that makes you driven.
remember, one day. when you lose the strength to fight,
or you feel like giving up.
you feel like everything's gone wrong.
you feel like nothing in life can work.
remember the dreams we share together.
you'll find your way through.
a happy family.
a home we can call our very own.
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beth winks
at |10:55 PM|