Sunday, May 9, 2010
at a blink of an eye,
we've held on to this journey for 20 months.
we're stll very much in love with each other
but we can't deny that we are starting to pick on the faults on each other.
everyday i tell myself and remind myself..
one good thing about the things you do for me, because i don't want to ever take you for granted.
you have faults and i have them too.
we should learn to accept them now.
i've been such a bitch lately darling,
i know how hard it is for you.
really.
answering all my stupid questions and giving in to my tempers,
i'm really sorry.
it's such a rollercoaster ride inside me that you have to bear all my frustrations inside
and it's not fair.
and all you ever do is to give me a smile and tell me that everything's okay when i throw my tantrums at you,
instead of quarelling with me.
you know dear,
you're such a big headed idiot.
you're too insensitive at times, and you always don't take the initiative.
you make me get so fed up with you and even more fed up with you because of your silence.
but..
i still love you.
very much. maybe it's the things you do.
maybe it's the hugs that you give.
maybe it's the silly laughter that you have.
maybe it's how you make me so happy when you finish the food i cook.
maybe it's how you protect me in your way
maybe it's how you take in my tempers
maybe it's how the time we spend tgt past so quickly
maybe it's so much more
maybe it's just you.
my heart breaks everytime i see you smile,
after i throw a tantrum at you because i know you don't deserve that.
tears can't stop running.
you just don't know it.
thank you dear..
for appearing in my life.
and loving me like your little princess.
you have to stay in it forever.
you promised.
love, bellebelle.
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beth winks
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